I had the idea in my head, and discussed it with a few people, that I would finish getting the shots in my knees (next two Thursdays) and then travel out to Alpine, Utah with Joni (Chuck's Mom) to see Tacy, Chuck & Fiona, and Julia & Daniel MacDonald mainly. And sit by the stream in their backyard and meditate and get my head on straight, and come back and then have my surgery.
Well, my doctor phoned me today when she heard my plans and said she is "not at all comfortable with waiting that long to do my surgery". I would not be returning until the last week of June, followed by the 4th of July weekend, and Dr. Schmidt will be gone the whole first week of July, which would push the surgery into the second week of July. I believe she honestly has my best interests at heart, and, as Daniel put it, "Mary, you've got a fire going on in there and it has to be put out". Inspired words of wisdom. I would like to believe I am wise enough to take good advice...especially when it is for my own good.
SO, I have relented, and have decided to have my surgery sooner than later. It is scheduled for June 21st, at 10:00 am, (for those of you who pray). I have to be to the hospital earlier, but that's the surgery time. It will only be an overnight stay, as long as there are no complications...I do not foresee any. So, in spite of the fact that some of you may feel inclined to come visit me at the hospital, it will not be a good idea. I will be pretty much out of it, and in need of rest. Only immediate family, please.
I will enjoy visits at home a few days later, and company as I am healing. Then the long road of radiation and chemotherapy will begin.
I truly appreciate all the love and support I have recieved from so many of you! Thank you all! Love and Hugs, Mary
Mary, whew..what a load to carry! I pray that your positive attitude continues as you struggle to overcome this "Bump". Scary stuff. I wish you strength of mind, body, and spirit as you take on this challenge. Love you, stay strong.
ReplyDeleteMary, you are in my prayers! Sometimes when these huge challenges are put in front of us, it is hard to see the positives. You are doing a wonderful job, and I truly believe you will be supported through this trial. You are strong, and I know your big heart will get you through this bump in the road. You are loved by many, and we are all cheering you on!
ReplyDeleteWish I were there in person to give you a big hug! Sending more love from Utah, Heidi
Mary, Joshua 1:9 is one of many scriptures that have helped me through adversity: "Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest." Good advice: be strong and of a good courage!! Focus your mind on other things of value (family history research is my salve -- that will hint at who I am.). I have never forgotten the day you walked into the FHC with your big box and announced you were there to do your family history! May the Lord bless you and his atonement and grace strengthen you and carry your heavy load. Love, Kathy
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