I have been battling a cold. It has caused me to sleep long hours and I've been drinking a LOT of water...so I have to stay close to home, if you know what I mean. Besides, I don't like going to public places like this and spreading it around. Today was my neice's graduation open house. I stayed home and Gary went. I was not up to it. I slept a lot today...most likely because I need it.
At the end of the evening, I had a mini-melt-down. I just started crying out of nowhere. The reality of what I am facing is starting to sink in. I'm not excited that I have to go through this. Tomorrow I call the doctor to set-up a surgery date...not too anxious for that, either. I tried to call a few friends, but no one was answering their phones. Finally, I got ahold of Angie. She talked to me for a while and gave me a lot of reassurances. I really appreciated her being there for me. A good friend is worth a thousand counselors.
You have every right to cry, i can't imagine how scary that must be for you! We pray for you everyday, Mary.
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